happy fathers day, my dearest Ayah.
i knew its late for 5 days to say this to you, but here i am writing a love letter to my lovely dad of all time. i am as your one and only daughter and your first child will always proud of having you as my dad. i am beyond tough and thoughtful because of you. eventho sometimes, i can’t take anynore when i’m being emotional or being so sensitive as a daughter, but i am your proud daughter.
all this times, i tried to learned how your actions that sometimes made me thought that your love to your kids are bigger than anything. you never shown it explicitly to us, but you are that type of dad who didn’t talk much over love or something that emotional, yet by the way your actions that shows how much you love and care to us. you never shown how weak you are, yet you’ll always show off how you’re the strongest person of this family. from the way you never shown any of your sadness etc infront of us, yet you teached me how to strong enough.
i am always being proud of how you’re such a great life motivator and inspirational dad who’ve always taught us how to live the real life, how to touch some grass, how to be confident, be brave and be ourselves. you taught me a lot of things all this times that i can’t mention it one by one. your life experiences always makes me proud of having you as my dad. your life stories always makes me nostalgic knowing how you really cherished your own youth.
you’re the first person ever who’ve been influenced me to your music taste that turns out i liked the most. your dedications over music was bigger than anything. your love towards music was enough made me think of how you’re the greatest musician i’ve ever known. thank you for influenced me to The Beatles, Bread, Bryan Adams, etc since i was a kid and small back then♡
i knew that you are so hating me when i didn’t listen to ur words or what you say, but i am always try my best to be your thoughtful daughter, your special daughter, your listener, and i’ll always look up to your countless stories of your life journey that i take it as my inspirations.
thank you for always try to loving me, taking care of me, teaching me about everything abt this life, and being the greatest dad ever in this whole world. i am beyond gratefu and proud of you, dad. you’re always be my forever first love, forever guy that strongest in my life ever.
sometimes, when i look at your face, it suddenly makes me realized how yourface that slowly changed by the years, seems like your face start to growing old and thats what makes me sad and shed a tear. that times will always changing and years will turning. it seems like im just forever not ready to see you growing old </3
rambut uban yang mulai tumbuh sedikit banyak, kerutan kerutan tipis di wajah, kantung mata yang sedikit menghitam, dan ruas ruas tangan yang mulai ikut mengkerut. menunjukkan bahwa ayah sudah mulai tua, dan terkadang menyadari fakta itu saja sudah membuatku tidak siap. jika waktu bisa berjalan lebih lambat, tak apa sebab aku rela. yang aku tak rela hanyalah melihat ayah yang mulai semakin menua dan lemah.
doaku untuk ayah di hari ayah yang spesial ini, i always hope that you just stay healthy and live more happily. i wanna say this to you, that i am always beyond grateful and proud to be your daughter. even i’ll choose you forever as my greatest dad for many many many times, for many more universe.
i love you, dad. happy fathers day. ♡
