ailsya avriel
4 min readDec 23, 2022

we danced around thru our fav song

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it’s 9 pm. i’m on the pantry cooking pasta for our late dinner while you busy with your own guitar in the living room. i always love just by silently watched you focus doing on something that you passionate of or see you with your confused face when you trying to find the best lyrics for your song.

like this moment. when i go near to the speaker as i play my favorite song from it.

velvet by kurosuke (feat. kittendust)

i approach and choose to sit down right beside you. it’s funny how you feel unbothered when my tiny fingers touch your face slowly yet you still focusing on something that you do rn.

honey i know

i’m such a fool

what’s left of you

i won’t refuse

wouldn’t it be nice to spend our time

holding hands and sleeping in my arms?

i need some time

to think it through

i need to know

where this would go

you always seem to linger in my mind

are you the missing piece i’ve long to find?

i smile a little just to realize that this song is too good for me tonight. it’s look like the song is genuinely express my own feeling rn towards this guy. not so long, he’s immediately stand up and stop doing his bussiness. i do nothing but my face rly shows how confused i am when he turns around and offering his hand to me.

“come here, dance around with me.”

that time the world of mine might suddenly stop moving for 3 seconds. i reach his gently hands without say anythin and so we dance randomly thru the song.

ooh, i love you so (i love you so)

even when you loose your happy glow (your happy glow)

cause, i’ll love you forever

we both keeps dance while laughing on ourselves cause we exactly don’t know how to dance properly, yet we still happy to do it in our way.

honey, i’m true (i’m true)

to what (to what)

i feel

i’m a bit shocked when he starts to sing the kurosuke’s part, but then i follow him to sing the kittendust’s part. well, no one will care how awful our voices. it’s only between me and him. we both enjoy this moment freely like there’s no tomorrow. my hands on his shoulder and his hands on my waist. our eyes collides. admit that i already drowned by his smile. if only the times can be stop or turn into slowmo for once, because i’d dare to live in this moment for such forever.

i do nothing but staring at his deep-brown eyes. “tonight, i’m living the best part of my life.” i said to him. “and it’s because of you.” i truly mean it. the song still playing as i said those words to him.

he staring back at me and cut off our distance. our faces are getting closer now. then he just smile. a warmest smile i’ve ever seen. a smile that always got me addicted. a smile that i could recapture without any cameras. a smile that i won’t forget.

“me either.” he said.

the song is on repeat, but we still stay in the same position. our eyes seems like they speak for each other, but our lips didn’t say anything. i want to live in this moment with him forever. he was such a perfection for my imperfect life.

one of his hand gently touch my face, “i love you..”

that time feels like frozen. i actually don’t know how to react, but i show him my happiest smile ever. again, we both end up laughing for each other. just to refuse our awkward environment that just happened. maybe, i didn’t say ‘i love you too’, before i come approach to reach his face and i fastly kiss his lips.

“that’s my answer.” i smile to him.

he laughs and his voice sounds like an addiction for me. the eye-smile of him whenever he laugh makes me smile too. we even forget our dinner. the pasta that i made might already cold in the pantry. we’re too busy having our best moment in our lives.

as sound as the song

you may the lost pieces that i’ve long to find

the way how you stepped into my life effortlessly and changes my whole life

and for those past experiences that i had back then

i found you were the only one pieces that filled me with a perfection

you came with the imperfect part of yourself

and you accepted the imperfect part of mine

the memories of that night will forever rent free in my heart.

ailsya avriel
ailsya avriel

Written by ailsya avriel

sometimes i write for people, sometimes i write for myself. reach me on ig @ailsyaavriel ^^

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