Writing and to be a writer is a pleasant thing.

If someone’s asked me what the biggest thing that develop my feeling, I’d confidently answer ‘writing’. All my life, every people that know me well describe me as someone who loves to talk a lot. The thing is I barely love to talk a lot about anything except my own feeling. I love being care to other people, I love catching them up when they sad, I love seeing them when they happy. That’s why when there’s someone who’s catch me up so sudden, I can’t stand it all. Because I tend to keep it alone, I think about it alone, then I end up create my own inner struggle.

So, I write all of them inside my notes. All of them that invented in my mind. Those words I’ve never could tell to someone else. Those feeling that I can’t say but I could translate them into words. It is a pleasure to have many chances to write about everything that we feel. You recognize your feelings, yet never knew how to speak it out. However, you just write, write, and write anything everything that spinning around your mind.

If someone do me a favor to tell every thoughts that currently haunts me, I’d die out because I hate to speak it out thru my mouth. Since, I’d give any chance to write them into words rather than speak thru it. Perhaps, I’d dare to write a longest letter as I could just to define every single thoughts that I keep. And maybe I’m just having fun as someone who shared their experiences or thoughts to other people through writing.

Sometimes I have no words that capable for me to explain how I feel. Meanwhile, when I typing or writing it, those suddenly turns like a water that flows so fast. Each words just easily came out when I wrote them. It’s pleasant to own the capability to define our mind with beautiful words. You can keep them forever as a form of love with your thoughts that buzzing inside your head. Because those might be won’t last forever without your desire to write them.

To be a writer is when you having a phase that hard to face, but you’re tend to write it down. When you know that you’re being sad over something, but you write about it. When you feel a sense of happiness, but you also write it too. You realized that you feel something that you didn’t know what’s the name of, so you end up write to find the answer. Writing is to find out more about your own feeling. To recognize and understand more about part of yourself that you never found before and you try to seek the answer how to translate them thru writing.

Writing is never about how happy you are or even how sad you are. Instead, writing is about how you can cope with your undescribeable emotion. Yet, there’s also a moment when we struggle to write what we constantly feel. You’ll feel like you lose any desire and it’s dreadfully hard to do it. You’ll feel like you lack of words and capability to write. But, I’m sure it’ll start by the moment when the abundance of ideas to write chase you with nonstop.

Sometimes you’ll find out the moment when you lack of words to write

The moment when you lack of any poems to make

And the moment when you lack of thoughts to pour it down

But, it’s fine..

One day, those will leads you to comeback like it supposed to be

The idea of write will spoiled like a hot coffee that you sipped in the morning.